A Peek into My Oh So Complicated Mind

2011-12-28T03:28:00.001+08:00

*wipe away the cobweb*

*Achooo*

Finally feel like writing again!!
*loud cheer for myself*

After 3 months starting my life at a new place,I've got loads to write about.

The feeling of travelling to foreign country alone.

The finding a house and adapting to my new environment phase.

The finally stop crying every time i think about my family and friends but still wish I was home phase.

Okey I'm obviously not going to write about all of the above and the other ten zillions things that happened the last three months... Way too much work and effort needed for that! =p

But after coming here, the one thing that I probably miss and took for granted the most back home was the fact that halal food and praying places were everywhere! I actually miss the latter more as halal food can easily be found here.

Its a good thing the uni has a greenroom @ surau. But sometimes to go all the way to the greenroom for prayer is quite difficult especially when classes are back-2-back. Most times going out is a major headache. Its a good thing there is one halal restaurant in town that has a praying place but facilities to take wudu' isn't... hurm...how do I put it..Oh yeah there aren't any facilities to take wudu'. Just a toilet for men and one for women which doesn't even have properly funtioning doors! So, most of the time when I go out, I make sure I have my wudu'. So far, I've prayed in fitting rooms, emergency exit stairwells, outside, senang kata merata la.

But I don't think this is a sacrifice or anything like that. In my opinion, its just what I have to do as a Muslim. Kalau dah nak keluar tu, pandai-pandai la fikir siap-siap pasal macam mane nak laksanakan tanggungjawab kat Tuhan kan.

So I was actually very surprised when my friend and I went to Liverpool with 9 other Muslims. When we were in the Beatles Museum [which was AWESOME!], my friend reminded me Zuhur was almost over and then we remembered we could qasa and jama' our prayers so we just made niat for jama' takhir and decided to pray when we left the museum.

But when 20 minutes to Maghrib we weren't out of the ~~damm~~ museum, I started to get restless. 5 minutes later were finally out and I thought Alhamdulillah maybe we'll go look for a mosque or something and pray.

Boy was I wrong.

The first thing they started looking for was a place to eat!

Seriously.

So my friend and I did the only thing we could in that situation.

We prayed in the open space next to the open parking lot. I had a qibla compass and she has a sajadah which were all we needed. Honestly, at the time I could only think I was about to waste two prayers in one go just because people fail to appreciate how blessed we are. We are even allowed jama' and qasa our prayers, need I say more?

And after that, I was actually slightly annoyed. How is it you call yourself a Muslim but you can't be bothered to follow what is required by Islam? Just because you're in a non-muslim country doesn't mean it alright to NOT PRAY. IT ISN'T.
And today I'm really annoyed as I just googled mosques in Liverpool. There was a mosque 6 minits away from the museum!!!

This whole experience made me a little scared honestly speaking. I've had friends my age who don't pray, who drank, who commit adultery and all those crap. But it was the first time I was with a bunch of mak ciks and pak cik who didn't seem to bothered about praying.

Its sad really. What is becoming of us Muslims? How are the next generations going to be taught Islam when even the adults today don't seem to practice it?

Al-Mu'minun, 23: 97-98)

This open space was next to an open parking lot. There happened to be a couple young parking their car when we started praying. After we were done, I realized the couple were still in the car. The must have thought "Why are these people worshiping the damm ferris-wheel?!" =P

p/s: qi! aku baru sedar kat chatbox tu ko ada tulis "update blog".kalau dah x bukak blog memang x dapat la message itu.hehehe wei mane die blog ko?!!!

bye-bye tahirah tahir and adawiah ibrahim...miss u already...T_T

2011-04-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

semalam lepas maghrib Raja dah balik ke rumahnya..
tengah hari tadi Tho2 pun dah balik...
sedihnya la

4 tahun kot menghadap muka mereka2 ni
lepas ni, x tau pulak bile nak jumpa

semalam,sebelum sesi salam2 and brbye2 kat kete, semua orang bole la buat lawak, gelak kuat2 nak cover sedih
tapi time salam2,nak tahan air mata tu...

hari ni berjaya gak la tahan
sebab tho duk selangor gak
maka kemungkinan nak jumpa tho tinggi sikit
tapi sampai bile terus rase kosong tho xde...
fikir nak turun main petang ni pun kena tahan air mata

Huhu terima kasih la menjadi teman dan rum8(tho)/rum8 ke-5(raja) selama 4 tahun kat kuantan ni
Minta maaf banyak2 kalau aku pernah lukakan hati(atau fizikal terumatanya masa main) korang dengan sengaja atau tidak
Halal kan la makan minum aku and kalau ade hutang pape ngan korang..

Gonna miss both of you and all my other friends here in Kuantan

X tau nak cakap apa lagi except

THANK YOU

Tho bangga gile dah kemas bilik (tapi hanger atas katil tu dia tinggal je :P)

Dalam bilik memang kemas habis tapi inilah barang2 asal yg dalam bilik tersebut

Dengan Al & Ecah yg datang tengok Tho buat kali terakhir kat bilik kami

Anis plak masuk gambar

The last picture with my roommates in our room

Bile lagi nak dapat chance amek gambar macam ni ngan Tho2 T_T

Not long left now...

Sebak

2011-04-22T05:31:00.002+08:00

It's currently 5.30 am.
Finally sent in my intro, methods and lit review to my supervisor at 2 am tadi.
I stayed up packing up since.
Have to start clearing up since I only have a month or so left here in Kuantan...

About 70% of my things are packed.
Sebak ~~gile~~ sangat masa tengah packing.
Ye la 4 tahun kot...
Dah la tu this is supposed to be the easy part of life.
Habis hidup sebagai undergrad ni is when we'll step into 'real' world (Just figuratively speaking la. Mane ada dunia tipu)

Rindu kat kawan and lifestyle tu x yah nak cakap la kan coz I'd just be stating the obvious.

*sign~*

Takutnya...

Tapi excited gak...

Can't wait to face whatever that's waiting for me outside this little comfort zone of mine.
^_^

p/s: macam dah habis je aku ni.results & discussion,abstact, table of content,acknowledgement semua x siap lagi.
kena hantar complete draft (3May2011).
kena present lagi (18&19May2011).
kena hantar hard cover thesis(31May2011).
baru la habis hidup sebagai undergrad(31May2011).
InsyaAllah...

p/s/s: 7am nak drive balik KL. Buat keje gile plak aku ni tak tido malam. Semalam tido siang pun tidak. Huhu kena beli Lembu Merah nampaknya on da way esok.

So true..

2011-04-17T16:01:00.004+08:00

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Cause nobody want to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nickelback, Gotta Be Somebody

Finishing up my literature review before I have to meet my lecturer at 5.
Hopefully I won't have to spend more than 30 minutes at the lab.
Nak main futsal. T_T

Just felt like sharing the lyrics of this song that came on while my playlist was on shuffle...
Hmmmm....
Nothing to say really...
Just really like this song =)

Buh-bye~

p/s: Tolongla doakan thesis ni habis cepat-cepat...Nak balik rumah...rindu... T_T

A post I can't help liking

2011-04-07T10:56:00.003+08:00

If you are a Muslim woman, try answering this:
How often do people forward emails or send you articles or simply discuss with you the qualities of a good Muslim wife?
About how important it is to take care of your husband and give in and what not?

Of course I think as a Muslim woman myself such knowlegde is important.
But I rarely ever come across articles such the one I want to share today.
I copied and pasted the whole article from here.

How to be a good Muslim husband

1. Dress up for your wife, look clean and smell good.When was the last time us men went shopping for designer pajamas? Just like the husband wants his wife to look nice for him, she also wants her husband to dress up for her too. Remember that Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - would always start with Miswak when returning home and always loved the sweetest smells.

2. Use the cutest names for your wife. Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - had nicknames for his wives, ones that they loved. Call your wife by the most beloved names to her, and avoid using names that hurt their feelings.

3. Don't treat her like a fly. We never think about a fly in our daily lives until it 'bugs' us. Similarly, a wife will do well all day - which brings no attention from the husband - until she does something to 'bug' him. Don't treat her like this; recognize all the good that she does and focus on that.

4. If you see wrong from your wife, try being silent and do not comment! This is one of the ways Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - used when he would see something inappropriate from his wives - radi Allahu 'anhunn. It's a technique that few Muslim men have mastered.

5. Smile at your wife whenever you see her and embrace her often. Smiling is Sadaqah and your wife is not exempt from the Muslim Ummah. Imagine life with her constantly seeing you smiling. Remember also those Ahadith when Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - would kiss his wife before leaving for Salah, even if he was fasting.

6. Thank her for all that she does for you. Then thank her again! Take for example a dinner at your house. She makes the food, cleans the home, and a dozen other tasks to prepare. And sometimes the only acknowledgment she receives is that there needed to be more salt in the soup. Don't let that be; thank her!

7. Ask her to write down the last ten things you did for her that made her happy. Then go and do them again. It may be hard to recognize what gives your wife pleasure. You don't have to play a guessing game, ask her and work on repeating those times in your life.

8. Don't belittle her desires. Comfort her. Sometimes the men may look down upon the requests of their wives. Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam set the example for us in an incident when Safiyyah - radi Allahu 'anha - was crying because, as she said, he had put her on a slow camel. He wiped her tears, comforted her, and brought her the camel.

9. Be humorous and Play games with your wife. Look at how Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - would race his wife Aisha - radi Allahu 'anha - in the desert. When was the last time we did something like that?

10. Always remember the words of Allah's Messenger - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam: "The best of you are those who treat their families the best. And I am the best amongst you to my family." Try to be the best!

In conclusion: Never forget to make Dua to Allah - azza wa jall - to make your marriage successful. And Allah ta'ala knows best !!

Hehe just reading this post made me smile.

So to all the guys out there married, soon to be married or even those who have no idea when they're going to get married please please please read and try to practise this.
Remember, it is a wife's duty to follow her husband's lead and please him.
But marriage is a two way process.
Being a mean dictator is a big NO.
Both spouses need to play their parts for a happy and lasting marriage.

^_^
Buh-bye~

p/s: I found out about the the blogger DAWAH ADDICT from Hawa's entry. I suggest reading Dawah addicts's other entries as well especially this one.

p/p/s: Tubby, Telor, Cik Bah, Kak In, J & Katak, what d'ya think of this post? Sila la print out siap-siap. Kahwin nanti masuk hantaran untuk laki masing-masing :D

Thesis writing is a complex multistep process

2011-04-06T11:43:00.005+08:00

Hehe finally started filling in my online applications to further my studies.
Although I'm not sure what I really want to further in, I just filled up the applications anyway since anything is better than having to continue writing my thesis..huhuhu

Even now, there's a ton of journals and *gasp* and my the world of cell text book which I've only used 2-3 times in the past 3-4 years open in front of my laptop since I'm suppose to be writing my thesis.
But here I am.
Uploading my blog.
Again.

T_T

Whenever I start writing my thesis, there is always something else to do.
For example:
my laundry, watching dramas, lepaking with friends and room mates, keluar makan, cleaning up my room, blogging, internet surfing and so on :P

Okey enough about my thesis and how I'm just too darn lazy to complete it.
Back to the real reason I started writing today's post.

Tetibe rasa sedih.
Macam rindu la pulak kat manusia dalam gambar ni.

Eik? Pesal tetibe rindu kat dia plak?
Huhuhu mungkin sebab x lame lagi tarikh paling bersejarah buat diri kami bakal tiba...

This'll be the fifth year we'll be celebrating it apart.
And if I InsyaAllah get to further my studies this September, next year we'll be apart too...
I wonder when we'll get to celebrate it together again...

This is a picture we took together the day before he left.
All this time I've always referred to him as my adik.
But after this, I should probably refer to him as my abang.

The first reason is due to the obvious fact he looks older.
The second reason, it feels like he has become way more matured compared to me.
Especially when he plays with Haaziq (the little man in the above picture).

Growing up, we were always fighting.
Even when he came back last year, we hardly spoke to one another.
But this year it was different.
A good different..

Can't help feeling sad to think that the next time we see each other might only be once I'm back after completing my masters.

Huhu macam emotional la plak tetibe...
Cukup la untuk kali ini...

I like this picture since we were kinda colour coordinated. Ishaq holding the always sad looking Haaziq and me telling Nabeehah to smile which explains the awkward expression.

Another picture of the sad looking Haaziq

Sad no more!

Lapa'

2011-04-02T20:38:00.002+08:00

Saya sedang kelaparan.

Sangat kelaparan.

Teramat sangat kelaparan.

Tetapi tahap kemalasan lebih tinggi dari tahap kelapran maka terpaksa la berlapar je.

p/s: orang yang ada Fb bole la post kat wall bila lapar ke marah ke stress ke and so on. Tapi siapalah aku...terpaksa post kat blog je..huhuhu

Ex-es

2011-03-29T07:42:00.011+08:00

Hari Jumaat baru ni, aku mesage salah sorang ex, tanya dia ada kat Kuantan tak? Dia kata petang Jumaat tu dia bertolak ke Kuantan. Aku ajak jumpa dia kate no prob.

Aku mesage plak ex aku sorang lagi yang ada kat Kuantan.

Dia kata Sabtu pagi dia busy.

Aku ajak jumpa Sabtu malam, makan pastu lepak TC.

Dia pulak suggest, "jom tengok sunrise kat TC hari Ahad".

Aku pun bersetuju dengan gembiranya.

Tibalah hari kejadian.

Ex yang ke-2, yang suggest tengok sunrise tu, bangun lambat.

Deng deng deng deng~

Sampai TC dah nak pukul 7.

Langit dah cerah.

X dapat la tengok langit gelap, pastu shades of orange-red, diikuti langit cerah.

T_T

Sedey sedikit.

Tetapi, tetap gembira sebab walapun timing lari sikit, morning view kat TC with your loved ones = PRICELESS

Tanpa berlengah-lengah lagi, ini dia gambar-gambar outing kami.

Suka sangat sangat!

kami sampai-sampai langit dah terang

my exes. hihihi katak (left) and telor (right)

aku (memegang roti yang disupply oleh ain) dan dia (tengah makan choki2 disupply oleh aku)

sweet je ain cuba lindung wawa dari matahari. tapi guna bayang2 je la. Wawa cantik la pakai pink. Kawen pakai pink la ye? Nanti saya pun bole tempah baju pink :P

gambar ini sedikit menakutkan sebab ak xde kaki dah kaki ain cam cite invisible man kena baling pasir sikit

ini juga gambar sedikit menakutkan kalau dilihat part kaki ain

Believe it or not: The person on the right is actually taller than the person on the left by almost 9cm

hehehe ex-es = ex-roomies.

Gambar mun+ain dari belakang diambil secara candid oleh wawa.

Minah itu tetibe menghilang.

Rupa-rupanya banyak gambar candid yang diambil :D

uuiihh rancaknya bercerita~

Hehe suka la gambar-gambar yang Wawa amek. Nanti nak amek gambar2 begini dengan "dia" la. 

tapi kena angkut Wawa sekali la tolong amekkan gambar :P

Okey Telor n Katak, next time kita pergi tengok sunrise betul-betul okey?

Katak sila kejutkan Telor and ironkan tudung sekali la kalau boleh, kalau x, x sempat lagi :P

Oh dan seperti kali ini, kalau breakfast neslo+roti ada pun best *muax!*

p/s: wah entri dua hari berturut tu~ inilah yang dikatakan semasa buat thesis, semangat memblog yang membara -_-"

the make-as-much-memories-as-you-possibly-can-semester (pt.1)

2011-03-28T09:54:00.014+08:00

After over a year, I suddenly feel like writing again..

Probably coz it won't long before I leave Kuantan, I'm already missing my friends T_T

It's gonna be impossible to keep in touch after this, lagi-lagi dengan kawan yang xde FB cam ak ni

But its okeyeeey.

Hidup ni kena sentiasa move forward kan.

So this final semester has become the make-as-much-memories-as-you-possibly-can-semester.

Awal-awal sem dah convoy pegi wedding Don+Kak Sarah (CONGRATZ!!).

Best sangat!

First time kot parents bagi drive jauh-jauh dengan kawan-kawan walaupun lepas balik tu parents marah sebab balik lambat sangat, sampai campus pagi-pagi buta. Xpe, kenangan-kenangan :P

Eh lupa plak before that pergi Cameron naik bukit ( 17.12.10-19.12.10).

Patutnya Mya je yang nak ambil sample. Tapi semua students FYP Dr Md Nor (tolak Farah tambah Wani J) pun ikut.

So the six of us (Hani, Wani Kelate, Atul, Wani J, Mya + myself) ditemani Dr, kak Ira, Hasan and abg Mat pun naik bukit untuk teman Mya kutip sample.

Semua kaki jalan + kaki amek gambor :D

Ini kami baru nak bertolak ke bukit yang hendak dipanjat

Sudah sampai di destinasi yang dituju

Bukti kami naik bukit. Jumpa Rafflesia kottt~

Dr jumpa air terjun terus masuk kottttt~

Kami-kami yang x se-excited Dr. Kami x terjun masuk air, begambo je.

Dah busuk-busuk naik bukit, jadi tourist jap kat BOH

Walaupun berlumpur dan busuk, masa bergambar mesti bersungguh

Hasan yang nampak camera terus posing. Impian: Menjadi model BOH

Abang-abang panjang

Semua orang ada fav picture tak untuk setiap trip mereka? For me, for this trip, this is probably my fav pic :)

Me wearing the sweater J bought for my birthday, Thank u J!!

On the way back, singgah makan kat rumah Dr dulu

Macam baru sangat trip Cameron.

Pejam-kelip-pejam-kelip.

Tinggal lebih kurang 3 minggu je nak hantar thesis.

Okey kembali buat thesis.

Gambar-gambar trip Penang kat pt.2 je la.

Nak pilih lama kot.

Ada beratutus-ratus gambar darab 6 biji camera.

Itu pun nabil tak bagi gambar-gambar dari cameranya.

Harap-harap sevelum habis sem ini dapat la gambar-gambar dari kamera En Nabil itu.

Till next time (x lame sangat rasanya, sebab masa tulis thesis ni semangat tulis blog yang membara :P)

Buh-bye~

honestly people.2 weeks between sems is not enough!!

2009-12-11T11:15:00.001+08:00

the end of the 1st week of a new semester.

well not exactly
i have a class today from 3-6 ~~bloody hell~~

kind of unfair seeing the envi and marine students just relaxing since their classes will only begin next week.
but i'm glad my classes has begun ~~klo x sia-sia je aku balik macam kak in! :P~~

my family is coming down to kuantan today (yay!)
not because of me though

my bro's getting married to a kuantanese
hehehe dapat lagi sorang kakak ipar

i feel kinda sad i can't help out at home since my family is known to be a last minute family
and if i'm not around,
my mom kinda ends up doing everything...
kesian mummy...

don't take this the wrong way
bukanla nak kata kak wie x membantu,
tapi kak wie lagi suited buat kerja2 office dia
she's excellent at what she does just like abg rasheed
but when it comes to housework, they're still a little, how do i put it...lacking?
hahahhaa
probably coz kak wie has so many sisters who actually like doing chores she didn't really have to worry about it before.
abang rasheed on the other hand, is well,just plain pampered hahahaha
but i still lurrrve you kak wie!! ~~i have to lurrrve abg rasheed as it is a sisterly obligation~~

anyway,can't wait to see Bee today even though its only been 3 days!!!!
tapi kesian wani x dapat jumpa Bee ~~BWAHAHAHAHAHA~~
hehehe

bye2

p/s: it has been a while since i logged into my account. and on my dashboard it said i had a blog i was following.totally weird as i never added a blog to follow or what not...hurm...pelik gil!!
kalau blog hanis zalikha tu boleh la percaya sebab aku memang agak follow blog tu kan hua hua hua

apa yang akan anda lakukan jika kawan-kawan semua dilanda angau?

2009-10-20T16:26:00.003+08:00

i-quest dah habis

agd dah habis

yang tinggal final je

FINAL JE

huhuhu

kebelakangan ini macam lonely la pulak..

ye la kawan baek seorang tu dah ada "kawan baek" baru

aku ajak pape je, MALAS la TAK NAK la....

huuuuuuuu~

macam semua orang dah ada "kawan baek" sekarang....

si B dah ada orang yang serius mengenainya[sudah ada confession iye]
si C pun macam dah ada tapi x nak confess sebab takut "dia" tiba-tiba menghilang
si D bising-bising x de orang nak kat dia tapi dalam senyap dia sedang bermsg2 dgn "ahem"
si E yang baru dijumpai setelah sekian lama mengatakan sedang bermsg2 dengan "abe" tapi "abe" berperangai macam mereka sudah declare [belum sanye]
si F yang selama ni kata nak adik aku, setiap kali jumpa menggedik panggil aku "kakak" pun sudah ada.[budak2 course mereka semua dah tahu]
si G yang sangat senyap dan macam x de perasaan kat laki pun mengatakan dia x bercouple tapi sudah berjanji dengan "pasangan" itu untuk bersama selepas grad.
si H macam dah break tapi macam still dengan "other half" dia.

solehah...macam mane ni?
[tolong la jangan cakap "x de orang nak I,yang nak dah x de".trima kasih]

p/s: yang sebenarnya, saya teringin mengutuk kawan baek saya tu dalam entry ni, tetapi dia tengah duduk sebelah tengok saya type ni.

syawal dah nak habis,puasa 6 dah habis belum??

2009-10-14T09:57:00.003+08:00

aku baru sedar.

dah nak habis syawal tapi aku tak update pun pasal raya lagi.
dah la raya tahun ni ~~best~~ seronok sekali.

mula-mula sekali saya ingin mengambil kesempatan ini mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin kepada semua terutamanya mereka2 yang ada terasa hati ngan saya, pernah dikutuk oleh saya atau mereka2 yang rasa saya ada buat salah kat mereka.

MINTA MAAF.

okey next.

hehehe apa lagi
cerita pasal open-house2, kuih2, duit-raya2 dan MAKANAN2 yang semestinya sentiasa berganding bahu ngan raya.

mula-mula sekali mesti la cerita pasal preparation raya.
tahun ni aku sempat buat 3 biskut sebab cuti mid sem betul2 seminggu sebelum raya.
aku buat mama carrie[rupanya pelik sikit tapi orang kata sedap],chocolate chip peanut dan almond crisp [ni pun orang kata sedap~ sampai hari pertama serve semua dah habis *bangga*]

mak pun gembira aku balik awal sebab kalau aku dah kat rumah x perlu la dia risaukan bab2 bersihkan rumah.
itu kerja aku dari zaman aku pandai pegang feather-duster lagi.
tapi tahun ni tambah lagi satu task, jaga comel.

dah pandai merangkak tapi bukan merangkak yang angkat bont*t
merangkap yang macam askar kena buat masa latihan diorang tuh.
comel sekali~

seperti biasa, hari pertama kami buat open house
tahun ni macam ramai gillleee orang yang datang masa lunch
menyesal tak buat style buffet...
xpe2 belajar dari kesilapan
next year, BUFFET!

sebenarnya, sebelum mula menulis tadi,ingatkan nak tulis pasal weekend yang baru lepas ni.
sehari suntuk aku ~~makan~~ beraya.

tapi oleh kerana post ini sudah terlalu panjang,
dan juga kerna kami mahu bertolak ke sushi king dalam masa beberapa minit,
maka cerita itu dalam post berikut sajalah

InsyaAllah

Kalau aku rajin

kegeraman

2009-10-04T23:02:00.003+08:00

the past week, the sciencess professional career week 09 took place.
from wednesday to saturday, all those involved must have been praying:
"please let nothing go wrong, or we're really gonna be screwed."

Alhamdulillah all the events ran smoothly.

of all the days, thursday and yesterday (saturday) was the...
how do i put it...

the most challenging.

thursday- being the PC in charge for the day and to help out at the career test booth, i was at the rc frm 8.30 am till 4.30 pm (!!!).
my laptop was supposed to be MY faithful companion, but it ended up being mir's.

and the night before, since i was so 'excited' after our final mid sem paper, i couldn't sleep.

the whole night.

as ipin would say

"penat penat penat"

candid.seriously!

cikgu dengan anak-anak murid terchenta

cikgu & anak-anak murid terchenta cari apa tu?

4th year seniors listening to what the counselor has to say

saturday - career seminar. due to lack of promotion and the fact that science students have weekend classes, the number of participants were a little...

hurm...

to make it short, all the committees were forced to attend.

since i knew we'd have to spend the whole day at wacKOS@rc (again) i brought my laptop along (again)

in the end, my laptop was everyone else's faithful companion but mine (again)

its not like i mind since i don't have facebook and etc

i don't have the obsessive need to keep checking if anyone commented on my photo or wrote something on my 'wall' :P

however, the thing that made me really angry was....

......

...

..

this damm blog of mine.

i wrote an entry yesterday and it wasn't published.

NGAUM.

but honestly, when ~~bro~~ dr tengku announced
"i officially close the sciencess professional career week 09"
it felt like a gigantic rock was lifted from my chest and wani and myself were like
"fuuh~ alhamdulillah" ;p

hahahahahahah need i say more?

haha kak syud & adah mengenakan abg abu & abg bidi

the guys

the girls

the girls + abg PM

the group = skema

the group = ~~menggila~~ free style

yang hyper + yang merajuk

and that night, we celebrated.

i L-O-V-E this picture

kanak-kanak bahagia. kalau tengok video lagi laa~

bersahur bersama leaning tower

2009-09-05T18:29:00.002+08:00

minggu ni minggu yang sangat memenatkan.

bila saya kata minggu ni, saya maksudkan minggu yang baru lepas dan minggu yang akan datang ni.

minggu lepas Alhamdulillah dah lepas 2 paper mid sem.
Research Methodology dan Instrumentation in Biotechnology Research.

dua-dua paper ini saya baca last minute.
sehari sebelum baru baca.
tapi ini kira kali ke-2 baca sebab quiz pun baru lepas.

Cuma bahagian essay Instrument tu, tak sangka langsung soalan2 dia.
Senang kata saya pahamkan part tu betul-betul sebelum masuk main audi KOS.
bila tengo soalan, "ei aku je baru baca ni!"
tapi tetiba susah pulah nak explain apa yang difahami tu.

itulah sebabnya untuk exam2 minggu depan, saya mula baca hari ni.
masalahnya,2 hari ni, kena bersedia untuk 3 mata pelajaran.

isnin - medical biotechnology
rabu- introduction to bioinformatics
jumaat- chemistry and biochemistry of natural products

untuk exam isnin tu je, dah kena baca 12 topic!
aduish...
tapi Alhamdulillah sem ni azam x study semata-mata untuk exam(klik saya!) ~~masih lagi~~berkobar-kobar
maka apa yang dibaca masa quiz,dipahamkan dahulu.

kira sekarang ni paper isnin tu kena baca 8 je topic + 4 lagi refresh je.
huhuhu
saya sedang bersikap optimistik.

tolong doakan saya berjaya.
timekasih.

coooooppp~
lupa plak nak update gambar bersahur bersama leaning tower

*jang jang jang*

kepada mereka yang x paham, botol itu diibaratkan sebagai leaning tower.

kepada mereka yang paham dan sedang bersedia mencaci saya, bawa bertenang.
bulan puasa ni.

lagipun saya x tipu pun kata bersahur kat leaning tower pisa ke pape pun kan?kan?kan?
kah kah kah

bersama post ini saya ingin mengupload beberapa gambar aktiviti saya pagi ni.
saya & wani semangat turun nak train ~~slap ball~~ bola tampar tapi sedeynya pagar court kunci.

maka kami main di sisni

model utama: bola

model utama: manusia bersebelahan bola

hyper

masa main x amek gambar la duh~

okey nak ~~study study study~~ belajar belajar belajar dah ni.

buh-bye~

Attn : Siti Solehah binti Daud

2009-09-03T07:50:00.001+08:00

Solehah.

NAK!

time flies

2009-08-31T10:39:00.003+08:00

everybody(in Malaysia) is celebrating our country's independence day.or at least the public holiday that comes with it.

but to me, this date holds memories that never fail to bring tears to my eyes...

in the blink of an eye, 3 years have passed.

p/s: my shortest entry to date?

another first!!!

2009-08-23T12:08:00.000+08:00

on the thursday at around 12pm, we got the news that KOS was to be closed for 7 days.
hurm...if only they announced the news on friday...

anywhoo, for those of you who know qiqi and myself, you would've guessed that we immidietly started packing to go back home.
first we thought "jom naek bus"
then we thought "jom balik ngan azim"

but finally, i got the green light from my parents to drive home.
under 1 condition; either 1 boy must also be in the car or there must 5 girls in the car.

long story short, qiqi,adah,ain(qiqi's roomate) and syafiq rahim were the 'chosen ones' to teman me back.

we left uia at around 2.50pm.
at around 6pm,we were already at gombak.
but here's where the real 'fun' begins.

1) I missed the exit to terminal putra.
this is totally my fault for not paying attention to the road.

2)syafiq said he'll guide us to pekeliling since i wasn't sure how to get there.
i sensed something was wrong.
but i was absolutely sure we were lost when we arrived at a toll.
what?!since when was there a toll to get from gombak to pekeliling???

so i was like, "jom tanya orang kat tol ni"
syafiq was like "ooh aku dah ingat dah jalan ni"
me : betul ko dah ingat?x yah tanya kakak ni?
syafiq : hurm...ko nak tanya,tanya je la

we were going the opposite direction.

after being lost for what seemed liked ages (it was actually only 20 minutes+), i decided to call for help.

my eldest brother.
Alhamdulillah he's been lost in KL so many times that now,he's a freaking pro about the roads in KL.

i was pretty agitated in the car.
i coudn't sit still.what'cha expect after my 1st non-stop almost 4 hour drive + being lost in KL during the after office period?
and syafiq was all cool and calm.

thats when qiqi made this statement:
"nasib baik la laki dengan perempuan x le bersentuhan syafiq.klo tidak, confirm ko dah kena belasah dgn mun"
obviously everyone was laughing at this statement kan, but qiqi, ko memang memahami aku!
:P

after another 15 minutes,we reached kl sentral

moral of the story : next time, ~~jangan ikut directions syafiq~~ buka google map sebelum bertolak. Takde sesat-sesat.

i'm using protection.how about you?

2009-08-09T15:38:00.012+08:00

okey first to all those 'blue minded' readers who clicked on the title with naughty thoughts,
you're in for a disappointment.

i'm actually referring to the H1N1 A virus that's going around.
honestly, things are looking pretty bad.
more and more people are testing positive.
more and more schools are closing down.
hopefully, no more deaths will be recorded.
but i know that's just wishful thinking on my part..

as my sister in-law said yesterday
"salah satu tanda dah nak akhir zaman,penyakit wabak senang merebak"
or something similar to that sentence la.

anywho, i'm not going to write about the virus since you can get tons of information off the net.
especially about the preventions.

what i do wanna share is the fact that many departments in IIUM kuantan have been closed down for a week.for some reason the whole campus isn't closed down
the sciencess department had to be closed down on thursday after a 1st year cts student (rumour has it) was confirmed positive for the virus.
and to think just 2 nights before, gass ix* took place.
it's a good thing qiqi,wani and myself were wearing masks the whole night.
we only wore the mask because a committee member who attended the rehearsal the night before was suspected H1N1

eventhough the juniors and everyone else was giving us the look(you know the look that says OMG she's sick) and it is rare for an emcee to wear a mask, we still decided to not take risk and kept the mask on the whole night(bravo bravo)

prevention is better(and easier) that cure.

so juniors, if you're wondering, "siapakah sisters yang bermask itu?"
well, thats us!

from left : me, wani(asst pm) and qiqi(emcee). taken outside ag-07 where the biotech 'sharing moment' was taking place

from left : qiqi, me and wani. see, we even wore our mask during class.sila contohi kami.

some of you might be thinking:"eik.apasal gambo bermask je?apakah identity sebenar mereka?"
~~for those of you who want to see our 'real' faces, i'll be uploading pictures later.~~

*gass ix=gathering of sciencess students.
it's an annual event organized by the seniors to welcome our oh so adorable 1st year juniors.

a friend in need is a friend indeed

2009-07-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

it's only been a week since i've been back in kuantan.
i'm in my 3rd year already.
i'm not going to lie and say "wow, time passed by like a breeze"
why?
because it didn't.
2 years of foundation and 4 years for degree=6 painful years away from you family, home and childhood friends.

it is true however that you learn a lot of new things (besides the educational part which is like duh)

how to survive being far from the ones you love
how to appreciate your 'alone time'
how to interact with people
how to read people
how to ..... let's just say there is a whole ocean of 'how to' that you're introduced to.

but all these 'how to's seem rather insignificant when every time you let your guard down, it feels like someone punches your lights out.

until yesterday, i actually considered studying hard and applying for my masters in the same uni that i am in now.
you know, since they're so bloody short-staffed and all, i thought i'd try hard and give back to the people who contributed to who i am (or who i will be, Insyallah).

but things happen and the pandora box is open once more.
so now i'm thinking:

what the hell is wrong with you?
you never liked this 'institute' even during the foundation years
never liked how it works
never liked how the people here can be so simple minded@dumb
never liked how your department is treated like its worthless
never liked how the higher ups (just by post, not by intelligence) fail (i actually believe they refuse) to use Allah's greatest gift to think, and god forbid, to plan for the future

but don't get me wrong. i totally appreciate and look up to my lecturers.
one might even say, i adore and admire them
lecturers like madam hayati, dr raj and madam rina are just a few from all the great lecturers i've had here.
madam rina is the main reason i chose to do biotech
dr raj is the person who made me fall in love with biotech
and madam hayati... she's all around fun and the main reason i created my own blog which is to work on my spelling.

i want to be a great lecturer and make an impact in the life of my sudents one day.
like my lecturers had in mine.
just, not here.
that is. IF i decide to become a lecturer

can't wait for raya since we get 2 weeks off from this place.
plus i get to see all my darlings during raya!
aily, wan, ajeet, sue fei, bell, sara, yc, yuet lin and the rest of the gang.
(note to self - get their address to post the wedding card as soon as it arrives)

can't wait to go home this weekend.
bye2 dr jalal's replacement class on friday.
bye2 dr j's one hour morning class on monday.

home, here i come!!!!

p/s: the title this time is just a proverb a teacher told me when i was in form 5. it amazes me how one line can have so many meanings, depending on how and when you say it.

Weddings, Weddings and more Weddings

2009-06-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

on the 4th of Jun 2009, Kak Wani (Kem's older sis) got married. Kem invited moi and tubby (we come as a package yea).
so off we left to kelantan on the 3rd.
tubby managed to convince adah to come along.
believe it or not, tubby and myself had to hold the bus for miss adah!
the pak cik bus was saying, "tunggu 5 minit.x do,kito tolak" (or something like that)
tapi nasib baik sempat cik dah ooi.

here's briefly what happened:

3/6
9pm-left for kelantan

4/6 (the day of the kenduri)
4.40am-arrived at pasir mas
5am-arrived at kem's atok's house, Zzzzzz....
through out the kenduri,we had nothing to do so we 'entertained' ourselves(see pictures below)

the next day the 2 of us took a bus to Tumpat where we met up with ecah and visited mama hada(click here for brief info).i'll leave this part of the trip to qiqi :P

then we took a bus to KB to meet up with inoue and adah.

inoue took us to Rantau Panjang!!suka suka!i bought 2 tudungs :D

we went back to inoue's house and lepak2 there. her little sister is soooooooooooooo cute!

we even got to visit wani hasali that night.
well, wani and inoue are cousins.
and the do live next to each other.
literally.

we all slept pretty early that night. we had a long journey the next day so we had to be well rested.

the plan was to leave for terengganu at 8am.

by 7.15am almost everyone was done showering.
but i guess not one of us anticipated how long it would take us to actually get ready.

our journey began at 9.45am.

as we got to masjid terapung to use the restroom(and touch up2 kah3), we bumped into the pharmacy students.
maluuuu~
semua sorok2.
ye la.1st time nak melaram la katakan.
by the time we reached along's place, the guys were already leaving in their cars.
sempat hi-bye je.

Along.
Oh Along.
Seriously she looked so beautiful.
She made a stunning bride.(bertuah mung mat min)

She even let us see the bilik pengantin
and of course,something unforgettable happened in the room but once again,cik tubby, this part is all yours ;P (click me!!)

then we ate and left.

the end

kah3.
here are the pictures from our trip.
malas nak caption semua.
just click for a bigger image.

kem's cousins

candid

merantau ke china

adah poyo buat muka ganas

kek buatan ibu inoue

si comel itu adik inoue.umurnya 3 tahun

teka siapa yang selekah nak mampus ni? kekekeke

our lodging and transportation provider, inoue

di masa krisis, pengantin masih ayu

mesti la i pun nak bergambar dengan pengantin yang cantik ini

sepatutnya gambar ini hanya untuk pengantin dan mereka yang berbaju hijau/biru. lagi seorang itu, paham2 sendiri ye

masjid kristal
terima kasih zai,temannya dan najmah kerna membawa kami ke sini

qiqi cam MJ!
kepada azim yang kata qiqi dah gemuk,
1)anda perlu menukar preskripsi(betul ke?) cermin mata anda.
2)anda perlu belajar bahawa perempuan sangat sensitive mengenai berat badan mereka.

20/6 - kenduri kakak kem belah kl

27/6 - kenduri cuk (adik kak wieda) kat kelantan. i have to go since i missed her nikah which was on the same day as along's kenduri.

sem dah nak mula...
azam baru!
lets go!

p/s:sorry for the late update.i was down with the flu till yesterday.

ragut & rempit

2009-05-26T21:52:00.008+08:00

kes 1
kira-kira 3 minggu lepas, jiran saya yang sedang berjalan pulang dari kedai diberhentikan oleh 2 lelaki bermotor yang memegang sekeping kertas.
ingin bertanya address kata mereka.
tapi jiran saya yang merasakan sesuatu tidak kena, telah melarikan diri.
pembonceng motor tersebut menarik rantai emas yang dipakainye dan menolak jiran saya hingga terjatuh dan terluka (dah la jiran aku tu kurus keding).
yang paling menyakitkan hati, penjual sayur berlori yang hanya 100meter dari tempat kejadian tidak membantu jiran saya langsung! (tolong la dah ade butcher knife kat lori tu kan)

kes 2
ini berlaku pada pak cik kawan saya,Mr X.
gate auto Mr X tidak berfungsi dengan betul maka die terpaksa membuka tingkap keretanye baru remote itu bole berfungsi.
masuk parking rumah je, laki pertama meletak parang dilehernye
Mrs X,cucu mereka dan menantu mereka juga berada di dalam kereta.
Mr X cuba melawan laki itu.
laki kedua cuba menetak Mr X tetapi Mrs X cuba menghalang serang itu dengan tapak tangannya.
parang itu berjaya melukakan tapak tangan Mrs X sehingga darah terpercik pada menantu dan cucunye yang dibelakang!(syukur x de pape yang terputus)
menantu mereka terus keluar dari kereta dan meminta tolong.
laki2 tersebut melarikan diri.
tapi mereka berjaya merompak seorang wanita (jiran Mr X) semasa getaway mereka itu.

kes 3
ibu kawan saya pulang dari bersenam.dia baru menutup enjin keretanya.
tiba2 dua orang lelaki bermotor berhenti di tepi keretanya dan memaksanya keluar (naseb baek dah tutup enjin pun kereta masih berkunci).
ibu kawan saya enggan keluar kereta tapi x bole buat pape sebab die x bawak hanset mase pergi bersenam tu.
lelaki motor itu naek angin dan cuba menggunakan topi keledarnya untuk memecahkan tingkap dan windscreen kereta itu tetapi x berjaya.
dengan bengang(nampak sangat kat muka diorang tak puas hati) mereka pun beredar pergi.
tapi ini bukan penghujung cerita.
laki2 tersebut pergi kat hujung jalan dan memerhatikan je mak kawan saya tu. 10 minit jugak la baru mereka beredar.

kes 4
mat rempiat memukul 2 orang lelaki yang tak bersalah sampai salah seorang mati. cerita ni ada dalam surat khabar ye.

kes ragut semakin serius di negara kita.
lebih-lebih lagi di mana mangsa terbunuh sekali.
saya sangat benci peragut (dan seumpanya iaitu perompak,pencuti etc)
mat rempit pun masuk spesies sama.
klo kamu tu rase diri hebat sangat, pergi la jadi pro racer. dapat jugak duit.
ni tak
jadi road nuisance pulak.

maka semasa cerita ini terjadi pada saya,mungkin anda bole memahami perasaan saya.
begini:

abang saya parking kereta kat tempat parking ayah sebab mase tu ayah pergi masjid.
bile ayah balik masjid saya terpaksa tolong alihkan kereta abang.
saya pun baru habis side parking betul2 depan gate rumah(parking sempit okey between kereta jiran kami dan kereta mak saya)
tengah lenguh2 saya baru nak tutup lampu,tiba2 ade seorang mamat ni berhenti BETUl2 across the road dari tempat saya parking.
waktu kejadian lepas isya'.
jalan gelap
laki tu pulak naek motor besar, berhelmet,berjacket semua la.
saya terus rasa gugup sebab die tengok2 rumah saya yang gatenye terbukak luas(ayah baru park kereta and x tutup gate untuk saya ye)
saya pun duduk je dulu dalam kete tu buat2 dengar lagu.
sambil2 tu saya intai tepi.
laki tu matikan motor.
saya dah la x bawak hanset ke pape.pakai tudung indon mak je sbb bajet nak park kete je kan.
saya fikir,tutup enjin masuk rumah cepat2.laki tu attack,lawan je!(berani la konon)
saya nak matikan enjin saya nampak laki tu macam ambik benda dari dalam jaket die tu.
"eh parang ke pisau ke apee weiiii?!!!"
hatiku berdegup kencang.
ak pun dengan semangat tekan hon kete tu.
kuat gile la senang kate.
laki tu nampak sangat terperanjat.
tapi die tak beredar pun dari situ.
sekali kak wieda pun macan intai2 dari dalam.
saya pun dari kereta lambai2 kat die(tapi die x nmpak rupanya)
abang rasheed pulak intai2.die pakai shirt die keluar rumah.
fuyhhhhh~ saya melepaskan nafas lega dan ada laki keluar dari rumah.
tetiba abg saya tu bagi signal kat mamat motor tadi parking motor die kat porch rumah saya.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kawan abang rasheed, abang anas rupanya.diorang nak pergi main futsal same2.

adui malunye la mase tu kan.mase nak masuk rumah dah la kena masuk same2.
saya menyumpah2 abang saya yang sengal tu sebab x bagitau kawan die nak datang
die senyum.saya pun senyum tapi malu gileeeeeeee.

sekali masuk rumah saya terus carik mak saya.

mak saya tanya sambi senyum "tadi kamu dah takut ye?"
saya terus tergelak sambil angguk2.
saya pun cerita kat die.

mak saya terus pakai blaus lengan panjang and amek tudung indon die dr saya dan pergi menjemput abang anas masuk.

"anas!sorry anak saya tadi tu dah takut."(saya kat bilik sebelah je mase tu so dengar la)

semua orang kat hall gelakkn saya.

die tanya balik sambil gelak "takkan la orang datang buat hal naek motor besar?"

tapi memang banyak ape mak rempit@samseng jalan@name baru yang x tau lagi yang buat hal.

okey cover malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu malu

ape kesimpulan cerita saya kali ini?

mak rempit dan peragut semakin berleluasa di negara kite,
nak keluar rumah pun semakin menakutkan.
sampai salah sangka kawan abang sendiri orang jahat sedangkan kawan die tu dulu memang selalu datang ke rumah saya naek motor dan pergi maen futsal naek kete abang rasheed.
saya rase x salah kalau orang ramai tangkap and pukul je mamat2 yang bermasalah ini at the crime scene.
biar padan dengan muka hantu mereka tu.

kepada abang anas,saya betul2 nak mintak maaf.
tapi bukan salah saya.
salahkan mat rempit dan peragut2 yang telah menimbulkan rase tak senang di hati saya.
also bcoz dah malam kan.gelap.tak nampak sangat muka orang yang bawak motor tu.
ahahahahah

gomenne!!! :"l

Wedding Invite

2009-05-18T15:21:00.004+08:00

nope

it's not my wedding invite (sadly :P)

*drum rolls*

our dearest nurul akmal liyana @ along is to tie the knot with abdul muhaimin @ mat min on the 6th of july 2009 (ikat knot kuat2 sampai mati ye)

to classmates from the same state (laen pun bole juga), please communicate with each other if you want to convoi ke pape.

about the gift, if i'm not mistaken the whole class if going to get them something as unit, right?

well, here's the card.

simple and sweet.me like!

to all biotech students of our batch, i'll be uploading this on our yahoo group too.

so

jom pergi ramai-ramai meriahkan wedding kak long kite!!

p/s: congratz to abang pojan too for his upcoming marriage.even if the chances of me attending his wedding is like 1 to 100, i wish him all the best and have a happy married life! :)

youngest

2009-05-13T11:50:00.003+08:00

it sucks to be the youngest.
especially when you're a girl.

you're never old enough for anything but your twin brother is allowed to do the exact same thing you were forbidden to.

who knew at 22 i'd be crying my eyes out bcoz my dad thinks i'm still too young.

life sucks.

p/s: to tata,happy belated birthday hun.i didn't even realize it was may let alone its already 2 days past your birthday...sorry...
and to nurul ain zulkipli@katak: happy birthday!

life still sucks.

Pengisian di masa cuti

2009-04-27T21:18:00.006+08:00

walaupun duduk rumah,hampir 2 minggu tidak dapat mengupdate blog
mengapa anda tanya?
saya perlu menjaga si dia sehingga hendak membuka laptop pun saya malas wah begitu sekali

3 bulan 10 hari. pandainya die jelir lidah kan? ^_^

selain itu apakah yang aku buat masa cuti ni?
23rd hari tu pegi rumah kema makan2 & bermalam kat rumah dia.
nak tahu lebih lanjut dan menonton video yang kelakar?sila tekan di sini .

aku dan qila bercadang nak ambil kelas menjahit cuti ni
pagi sabtu hari tu pegila komplex 3k kat subang.
tapi rupa-rupanya kelas menjahit dekat komplex 3c yang belakang si 3k

dah sampai 3c, kami masuk kelas menjahit yang salah pulak ei budak-budak ni
kelas yang kami nak tu ikut jam (12jam=rm150) tapi yang ni ikut tahunan
setahun punya kelas + mesin + dvds + buku = rm 2477 !!!mana aku nak dapat duit?

tapi Allah memang nak kami belajar guna mesin kot
kebetulan minggu tu ade bengkel menjahit
2 hari=rm 10
kena bawa jeans lama and kain batik yang tak guna

kami pun balik rumah aku cari jeans lama.

masalahnya...
aku dah bersihkan almari. baju and seluar yang tak digunakan dah bagi charity

akhirnya aku main ambiknya seluar yang aku kurang guna

sepatutnay hari pertama buat 2 projek, hari kedua buat dua projek

sabtu kami habiskan satu projek

ahad lepas habiskan satu projek,kami dah tak larat sangat

kebetulan kak sue datang rumah,ajak aku keluar dengan solehah
tubby pulak kata dia nak pegi gombak lawat anas fikri

maka dengan alasan bakal kakak iparku mengajak aku keluar, kami pun meminta diri pulang sebab utama dah malas sanyer

ni bukti kami belajar menjahit

tubby tengah posing sanyer kantoi

ni betul-betul candid tau

aku pulak tengak posing. tapi nampak macam real kan? kah3

jeans mahal pertamaku...rm80 masa form 3 dulu *dengan linangan air mata:bye bye*

itu je la.
aku update ni pun atas desakan kawan yang posing menjahit tu
hehehe

buh-bye!!

p/s:yang dalam gambar tu kami tengah buat handbag jeans. lagi satu kami siapkan beg botol air@botol susu@ape-ape botol yang boleh muat.klo rajin lain kali saya upload gambar final product don't hold your breath

forgotten

2009-04-15T22:27:00.003+08:00

we finally meet again my dear blog after 3 painful weeks
i've missed you...

whathefish

okey
finals are finally over
get it?
finals,finally?
oh whatever la

bge just had to be the last paper kan...
the icing on the cake

dah!
tak nak fikir pasal exam sampai kena check results 29 april ni
bge will obviously be A la kan

harapan!

klo paper tadi score full marks pun tak mungkin dapat A sebab carry marks dah hancurzz

aaaahhh tak kisah dah

tomorrow
i'm going home
(layan abang michael buble ni jap)

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight (tomorrow night in my case)
I’m coming back home

i have tons of plans for the 3 magnificent months ahead(wah magnificent tuh)
but so far they're just plans
hopefully i'll have enough will power to carry out those plans

at the top of the list would be...
*jang jang jang*

ape lagi jogging la
badan gemuk cam ni kalau tak exercise kena beli baju dekat kedai xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxll je lepas ni

itu sahaja laporan dari saya untuk malam ni

sudah malas

mahu tengok itu cerita mawang@the devil

oyasuminasai...

oh sebelum tutup lampu dan naik katil
lupe pulak mau bercerita

ada seorang kawan saya tu,kite panggil die K
die pindah pergi belajar tempat lain
pastu kawan saya yang lain, A , pun cerita kat saya

A : Newah (who calls me this? kantoi~) ko ada dapat msg K tak?
M: tak pun
A : oh nanti dia msg kot.Die buat open house miggu depan.
M: ooo
A : die suruh aku bagitau kat S (kawan lain) gak
M : (dalam hati: eh aku tak diajak ke?tak lama lagi dia msg la tuh)

after a few days...
it seems like everyone knows about the open house

but still no messages in my inbox from K

then today

A : Newah nanti ko tido rumah K tak?
M: Die tak ajak aku pun
A : La die bagitau aku same je dengan bagitau ko. kita kan satu unit [gelak2]
M : kenape? kite terjoined kat tangan ke? [walaupun masa perbualan ni, kami pakai sweater sama and si A pakai baju kurung yang saya pun ade sebijik tapi dah hanta balik rumah semalam]

saya terasa sedey sekali kerana kawan saya itu seperti telah melupakan saya...
sampai hati ko K
si S tu ko tak lupa plak

:((

Qiqi aneroxic?!

2009-03-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

my friends often tell me how scary i am when i'm in one of my moods.

honestly its not like i like myself when i'm like that

but i can't help myself..

when i'm stressed or angry i prefer being quiet...

why?

because i'm usually stressed and angry at myself for something i had done

like yesterday when i went to the bus station to buy my ticket

i wanted to stop somewhere else but i bought the ticket that stopped somewhere else

why?

because my darling friend was asking me something as i was buying my ticket

then i got annoyed which let to headache = me being quiet

but in this situation, i wasn't angry nor annoyed at my friend

it was at me,myself and i

it was my fault for getting distracted and being so bloody clumsy...

but when i saw my ticket i said:
"ni ko tengah tanya aku soalan tadi la ni"

and my friend said:
"eh salah aku ke?"

but honestly... i didn't mean it that way...

i was 'explaining'(complaining about my mistake) to her

i wasn't blaming her

but my tone and mood made it all seem so different

my poor control of my intonation is a major cause of my problems

i realize i mean something else but i keep saying things that come out meaning something else

especially to this darling friend of mine mentioned in the above story

sorry darling

;-*

p/s: regarding the title of this post, tubby has been on a really strict diet (eating a very small amount of rice,that is during her only meal of the day) because she's convinced she looks fat in this picture. i hope everyone out there can help knock some sense into my skinny friend. tq.

oh, she isn't aneroxic tau.

just gedik.

title saje nk buat gempak je.

hooohohohoooo

H.O.T! Qiqi's Latest Scandal

2009-03-17T22:34:00.010+08:00

Cute Bloggers Award

Link atau ceritakan kembali siapa yg memberikan award ini kpd anda.

Aqilah Megat Mohamad Hamdan@qila@qiqi@qils@qi. but i prefer calling her Tubby. we met during our 1st week at matric. she came knocking at my room but before i could open the door for her, she let herself in.
tubby : ade x sape2 kt bilik yg ade buku[while looking around]...hah yg ni. buku sape ni?nk pinjam

it was my 1st time living in a hostel and i was warned that i had to be careful with my belongings. and here was a girl who she just walks in my room and and takes my book of the shelf.

me : hurm (hesitantly)
tubby : nk photostat je.esk saya balik
me : ok (i find it hard to say no to people)
tubby : eh awak x tulis name awak lagi la

it is still a blur to me why she asked for my name when i was the one who had no idea who she was.she knew my room at least.

the next day, all the 2nd intake students had to go check out their english groups and since my roommates weren't in the same level, i was all alone. it was my 1st week. whatcha expect? anyway, while i was sitting there minding my own business, this cartoonish voice says:

tubby : level 5 gak ke?
me : a'ah...(eh suara ni...macam suara budak semalam)..nama awak ape sanyer?
tubby: aqilah

and that's our story. we were neighbors and all our roomies got along really well. it was the start of an everlasting friendship.InsyaAllah.

Setiap blogger hendaklah menyatakan 10 fakta atau hobi diri sendiri sblm memilih pemenang seterusnya.

1) i'm actually really shy which leads to an extreme case of stage fright where i totally blank out and stutter. even when we go out to eat, i tell my friends what i want to eat so they can order for me, even when the waiter is right next to me. but now, i've improved a lot. i think its thanks to my friends who are really bold and also to the never ending presentations that i'm forced to do. but i'm still in the 'fixing' process.so if you see walking around and i don't say hi,it's not because i'm arrogant. i'm SHY. but if you say hi to me, i will reply with a really big smile. :)

2)i L.O.V.E reading. thanks to my dad who always took me 'shopping' in MPH since i was 6. and thanks to Aily, i read pretty fast.so there's never enough books.

3)i tend to get bored really fast. this is kind of hard to elaborate on. lets take friendster as an example.once upon time,24/7.now,i couldn't even be bothered with facebook(GASP!). my mom keeps asking me "how are you going to get married like this?".hahaha.thats one of the major reasons i don't believe in coupling.i'm afraid i'd get bored of the guy before i even marry him. falling in love after marriage is a WHOLE different story. HAK3

4)i hated biology in high school.i didn't even study for the SPM bio paper. but fate has it, bio is to be my life...huhuhu...ALHAMDULILLAH

5)i actually wanted to do engineering after SPM,but 3 engineers in the family was enough. i didn't want to have to compete with by brothers and live up to my dad's standards.i know it sounds kinda lame.but what can i say.i guess wasn't really in love with that line of work.

6)i don't think i've ever fallen in love.i've had crushes of course but none that i loved. i just grew bored of my crushes(please refer to no.3).i think my longest crush was...2 months?hahaha.but i like having crushes since it's nothing serious and it's just...fun.hohoho.having said that, my last crush was in matric.2 years ago.need to find a new one soon.kah3.

7)i enjoy teasing people.it's entertaining.i find it easier to get closer to people by playfully teasing them. however, sometimes i tease(sindir) people to let them know they've done something to annoy me.

8)i was mature once upon time. since i was the youngest, i always looked up to my brothers. but once i entered uni, i started changing slowly. who can blame me? tubby and sihin are supposed to be teh eldest but sometimes i think i much more mature than them(hua3 jangan marah).again, i just got bored of being mature which explains my playful nature.

9)i'm unhappy with my height...i wasn't before. i never realized i was ~~short~~ on the smaller side since i don't have any sisters and i always thought that it was normal that my brothers were all taller than me. besides,people only realize that i'm ~~short~~ not so tall when they stand next to me or when i stand next to taller people.sadness..

10)i was do things tubby tells me to.
"newah aku tertinggal kunci kete kat bilik.amekkan"
i ran 4 stories up to get the keys. what control does she have over me? sometimes she'll ask me in her child-like voice
"kenape ko selalu buat ape yg aku suruh?*evil laugh*"
why?i don't know...like i mentioned above,it's hard for me to say NO to people.especially my friends.especially this perempuan gedik. explains why people have always been taking advantage of me...

that's all! qiqi actually tagged me a long time ago but i've been too lazy to do it.
hahaha
now i'm done! yatta!
then again, i only did this tag so i could post the below pictures since tubby said i wouldn't.
so i don't really have anyone i want to tag...hurm...kema!!

this is tubby's latest scandal.tapi scandal sejak matric dh kot.gambar je baru. hahaha

Bye2

SCIENCESS Family Day 09

2009-03-16T03:03:00.001+08:00

15th march 2009
why oh why did it have to rain today of all days?
i mean it didn't rain yesterday or the day before
why today?

the day that we've been working hard for for the past 2 weeks
okey some people might say
"ele 2 minggu je pun.bukan plan sebulan"

but honestly, compressing all the work into 2 weeks is freaking tiring okey~?
and all the last minute changes caused some problems

what problems?

before i state the problems i want apologize to anyone and everyone who had to 'suffer' due to my errors...

1)the sisters' war game - the guys were not helpful at all. they were teaching the girls from their house to cheat but when a another house cheated, real war broke out... ish... in the end, Bad(PM) decided the war game was to be removed. kucuk, my head, was worried about the hampers that we had prepared for the war game. in the end we had to rearrange the hampers as too many games were 'abolished'; brothers' war game, tug of of war(sis & bros) and we had too many extra hampers. it was bad enough that we had finished rearranging when we the news about the bros' tug of war arrived. so we had to rearrange again. then some committee members told us the sisters' war game winners were to get hampers.NGAUM.we consulted with Bad and rearranged again. after about 30 seconds of all the rearranging,Am and Abe were discussing that people were still arguing about the war game and decided that the war game shouldn't be counted.again.double NGAUM.

2)sisters' apple bite- after all the rearranging, it was decided only the 1st place winners for the musical chair would get hampers,the 2nd place and onwards,sorry je la. but due to all the chaos, i forgot to erase the names of the 2nd place winners off the winners list. which caused the 2nd place winners of the sisters' apple bite to not get their hamper which was really unfair as the 2nd place for the bros' got a hamper...i sincerely apologize to the sisters' who didn't get the hamper they deserved.

3)cooking competition - this was the greatest error of the day. the order of winners were: violet(1st) ,magenta,coral,chartreuse,dodge blue(last). but due to my mistake of reading the bloody list wrongly (due to the chaos from no.1 and the messy list too), it was announced that dodge blue got 3rd, coral got 2nd, and magenta got 1st. but the violet students started protesting, and they got the hamper. so here i would like to apologize to the magenta cooks who did get their hamper,but in private without all the fame and especially to chartreuse who didn't get a hamper when even the last team got a hamper.sorry szakif and his friends... but look at the bright side,the points calculation was still right and you guys did get 2nd overall while dodge blue got last. chartreuse had more and bigger hampers compared to dodge blue. lets be generous aite chartreuse :)

4)VIP souvenir - after the prize giving, Bad closed the event before giving prof. ridzwan his souvenir. hohoho..in the end he gave it to prof. while eating. since dr jesni,the 2nd vip, was absent, we had an extra souvenir. kucuk was like
"x pe la.awak simpan je la"
but it didn't feel right.i mean i was just the assistant for special task.no doubt it would've been nice to been able to keep it. but there were many others above me(hierarchy).in the end, i gave it to Bad. nobody deserved it more than the PM right?huhuhu.

5)before magenta's 1st round win against dodge blue for beach volley, which was a miracle by the way since all of us couldn't play(we only scored by serving and only twice after returning a serve), one of the ball went into the water. i started running after it. the water was shallow(knee deep) at 1st but in an instant i was in up to my waist.the whole process didn't last 30 seconds..but as soon as i was out of the water,i realized both my hand phones were still in my pocket..soaking wet!!!thanks to dib who is lending me her spare motorola at the moment or i would be so lost... to all my friends,i'm using my celcolm only for the time being. tubby,sorry for laughing at you when you made the same mistake.i finally know how you feel :'[

that's all for now.need to finish all the assignments due this week since i might have to go home again this weekend...if i can't get phones fixed.

*fat drops of tears running down my cheeks*

post family day and roti telur

2009-03-16T00:34:00.001+08:00

we're finally done with this years KOS family day.
i'll post about it in my next post.
now i'm going to blog about what happened when it was all over.

it started raining heavily practically as soon as the prize giving was over.
the place was 'flooded' (above the ankle) by the time we were done cleaning.
we sat in the car shivering.
as soon as i got back to my room, i boiled water for a hot shower.
okey it wasn't exactly hot.
lukewarm..which is like 10 times better than a cold shower when your shivering your a** off.

i didn't want to sleep during asar but i was just so so exhausted.
at around 6.30, i was official a syahid.
i only came to at around 9.30pm.
surprisingly, i was refreshed as ever.
but i didn't feel like doing anything so i just lay there,in bed, until 10.
then i got bored and went looking for tubby.
i got to her room and noticed her selipar jamban wasn't there.
instinctively(is this even a word?) i went to the toilet.
and there she was doing her laundry.

after exchanging stories about what we did(which was sleeping for the both of us),
we decided to have dinner at taj point at 11, not because we were hungry but just because we were bored.

we asked bapak(sihin) if she wanted to join us but she was full apparently.
we didn't ask mak(dib) since she was asleep.

how lucky for us that there was a game today and the place was filled.
after conforming the presence of other women and an empty table,we went in.

again, how lucky we got the table behind a group of indian guys.
don't get me wrong.
i have nothing against indian guys.
i'm an indian myself for godsake and i have plenty of indian guy friends.
but the problem was, these were the gangster kind.
one of them was freaking loud.
he probably thought he owned the place.
and i think they were betting or something since he kept looking for the guy who owned him rm70
loudly i might add.

then as we were eating, they got their bill.
rm 40.60.
one the guys at the table paid for it.
but the loud guy started again.
he could believe their bill was that much even though their table was filled with plates
besides,he didn't even pay!

the most annoying part was when 2 other guys at the table started disturbing us
in tamil
so tubby had no idea what was going on
while i was pretending that i didn't understand a word they were saying and that i wasn't uncomfortable as hell being stared at while we were trying to enjoy our roti telur.
honestly.
lines like
"hey we're hungry too"
are soo lame
hello you people just ate for rm40 how can still be hungry!
NGAUM.

after they left, we ate quickly and paid as it was already 11.45pm.
15 minutes before our curfew.

but again,lucky us.
the guys were just outside 7eleven and a stupid motorbike was parked too close to tubby's car,making it difficult to get out of the place.
as we were finally able to get out, those guys got into the car in front of us.
after all of tubby's hardwork to reverse her car.
NGAUM from the both of us.

then they start honking at us.
omg.
scary.
tubby didn't take her leg of the accelerator.

in the end we came to the conclusion, we children, should not go out at night alone without bapak and mak especially on a game night.if bapak was there, this wouldn't have happened.
either this,or get married

hahaha

cravings and it's effect

2009-03-10T11:09:00.009+08:00

on saturday i got a message from Aily asking if we(athira,wan and myself) wanted to meet up
but apparently athira went back to australia the previous week... [bye2 thira ='( ]

wan was suppose to pick us up t 2 and we were suppose to have lunch at ikea and catch a movie
but since it was raining heavily, wan said she'll be late
and suddenly i remembered i had to stop by CM to collect the souvenirs for the up coming SCIENCESS Family Day 09

haahh~
had to rush ti cm,run in,get the stuff and rush back
when i was i home i msged wan
"dh smpai rumah"

and i waited
and waited and waited
we live like 5 minutes from each other so where was she after almost 20mins?

i gave her a call:
"i'm at Hassan's. my car can't start.i'll call you once we settle the car"

Hassan's is the mamak stall behind my house f.y.i.
After 5 minutes:
"x le start lagi."

it's a good thing my brother was able to get the car started again

but to be safe, we decided to park wan's car at aily's place and take aily's car instead.
we didn't wan to risk being stranded at ikea since wan still insisted on eating lunch at ikea
(she kinda begged us to hahaha)

s at almost 5, we had lunch at ikea
lunch.
at 5.
all because farah(wan) was craving for ikea's swedish meatball.
ngaum.

so after eating and performing our asar prayer a ikea(i love the surau there by the way),
we went window shopping in the curve.
window shopping coz we were all broke.
i still am actually.
hua3...

at 9 we decided to call it a day.
we bought cotton candy(!) to be eaten on da way back
since it was decided that we would have dinner back in subang
(i finished mine in the car and thought that all my teeth were gonna fall off)

half way back to subang,
Aily announced:
"uptown!"

u-turn...

thus, we had dinner at this chinese muslin stall.
seriously yummy~

i had the kuew teow goreng which is made of the 3 things that azim can't stand

kuew teow
kerang
tauge

i even ordered 2 extra servings
(for my family at home, not for me okey)

well this whole post was just to highlight wan farah and her crazy cravings
and to aily whose friend helped her make a new friend by msging the boy Aily was interested in,
let me know if there's any progress aite?

Bwahahahahahaha

the culprit...farah actually finished 10 pieces by herself! ;-p

this is what aily had..what did i eat? the cheapest item on the menu as i only had rm11 on me.hahha

maulidur rasul break

2009-03-09T10:43:00.001+08:00

i came back home on thursday since today is a public holiday
our last holls b4 our finals...
tumpang azim again
adah n qiqi stayed over that thursday

we actually reached my house at like 6.30, exhausted...
but we still managed to go to pyramid after maghrib

qiqi finally got a checked top(which is gorgeous by the way)
i found a pair of adidas shoes i want to get for next sem (need to earn some cash 1st)
then we fell in lurveee with this goggles striped top...
but sadly the shop was closing so we had to go back the next day
(which afters hours of chosing, qiqi bought the brown while i bought the blue one)

konon2 qiqi wanted to go home awal pagi
but in the end we jalan2 kt pyramid until 2.30 kot
hehehe

i was kinda happy i got to show my frens around my 'turf' la katakan
kah3
when wani smut stayed over, sempat bawak pg mph parkson je...
sorry wani
next time ek?

when sunday rolled around(so fast dh kena balik~), my mom sent me to mydin to do the grocery shopping
i took Ah & Solehah (kak wieda's sisters) along
my mom told me to get like 5 items but we spent like hours there!(pilih alamari Ah la ni~)
mase nk balik, nmpk bangla cat plak!
tp dlm sangkar la
diorang promote mini zoo
entry rm2/person
kitorang pun masuk je la
seronok skali pg 'zoo' dgn kawan2~

the sphynx.its a hairless cat, not a p**

the bird on the left has some kind of a bird disease i think.bulu die tu...

the handsome male

the pretty female

*quack quack quack*

the shy birds. they kept running away when solehah wanted to touch them.

the rabbit was shivering

i just love peacocks...lawa

Ah and her best friend

with a deer! bulu die kasar cam penyapu...

burung kakak tua yg takut ngan Ah...die asyik lari je bile ah cuba cakap dgn die

these birds are suppose to speak. but when anyone stood infront of them, they went AAACCCKKK!

this cutie is actually huge. its the biggest housecat!

the latest pic of my sayang tgh tido...

p/s:when i was younger,my last visit to the zoo was when i was about 9 years old. but suddenly, dh 3 kali plak pg zoo sem ni...dh la kt blakang mahallah pun hutan...huhuhu

Kawen Awal?

2009-03-02T20:59:00.009+08:00

on the 1st of March 2009 there was a seminar on early marriage held by IPha, SCIENCESS and PROFAZ
i went since i was committee member
i was in charge of the opening video
seronok la plak kn 1s time nk buat
pagi tu "shooting", petang siapkn video
tp slacknye, mase shoot tu, camera tu cm cut a few seconds off the end...
xpe2 learning process

anyway, when the pm saw the video, die kate bole guna utk promo la plak
hahaha
the poor actors didn't know that the were being "promoted"
until people starting msging dib : "jom kawen~"
kah3

dh la 2 hari sebelum programme, ade meeting sbb ade problem plak
pagi tu pg MARDI (sile bace di blog qiqi,wani smut,kak in), ptg pg kelas parenting, pukul 8 buat kerje iab corner,10.30 meeting smpi 12.30
pancit ooo

tibala hari programme
pg la KOm audi awal2 pagi
tiba-tiba...
ak xde tag...
sedey~

mase opening vid (guna vid same utk promo je ye),
kluar je muka que,
dh trgelak2...
tp x tutup lampu so x feel

speaker 1st datang lmbt ckit
nk pasang vid laen, pc kt kom tu problem plak kn
head prep&tech die pun ~~x btul ckit~~ x tau nk buat pe

1st speaker ustz badlishah
i've heard he's good tp 1st time ak dgr sendiri
serious
best!!!
(utz kate die bace blog budak2 uia..klo ad yg kutuk2 die,die carik smpi lubang cacing =P)

drpd 3 speaker hari tu,die punye
plg best
these are a few of my favourite quotes:

nk kawen tu biarla ad 3 kunci dulu

kunci kerete
kunci rumah
kunci pejabat

orang skarang suka sgat sebut : we do our best,Allah do the rest

the best two:

"mase kawen kompang2,lepas tu lempang2" <- seriously kelakar okey

"yg laki tu cuba la main futsal, jogging, minimum pun maen psp. yg x de keje tu yang jiwang karat,nk kawen" <-x ingat la exact words die tp ala2 ni la so dr talk2 pagi tu bole conclude:

x yah la kawen klo x de kemampuan lagi
tahan la klo mampu
klo x mampu tahan, sekurang2nye maenla psp supaya jiwa anda x jiwang karat

tp dr syed yg lepasan uia tu plak kate

kawen mase blaja best

kena planning btul2 klo nk kawen
tanggungjawab besar & banyak

conclusion?
ak x nk kawen mase buat degree
nk habiskan blajar
nk keje
nk berjasa kt parents yg susah besarkn ak ni
nk rase hidup independent dulu
kah3

tp mase master dh bole
kn qiqi?

hohohohohoho

finally uploaded it. please keep in mind,this is my 1st vid eyh..

amazing race & biotech nite

2009-02-16T21:50:00.004+08:00

fuish!
the past weekend was tiring but totally fun!

on saturday i joined the KOS Amazing Explorace with tubby, kak in, cik bah and wani semut
honestly, it was great!!!
while other people were rushing to finish the tasks, we were taking our own sweet time taking pictures, enjoying the scenery la
but thanks to kak in's amazing driving skills [hehehe],we were never that far behind.
i mean seriously if we didn't go into Gua Charas twice, we would've finished before que's team (congratz to u guyz by the way for getting 3rd)
the time line for the competition was supposedly until 5pm
but the 1st group arrived at 1+ and the last team at 5+
our team arrived at 2+ - 3
not bad la for a team who entered just to have fun

and on sunday, we had to prepare for the biotech night
pagi2 farah dh msg mane tong merah?
and i was like what tong merah?
anyway,i was wondering why she was asking me when along was the P&T
but i asked wani about it anyway and apparently someone borrowed it and ntah ke mane plak..
naseb baek farah dapat jumpa...
honestly friends,we have to centralize our class assets!

and then farah msged me again
"kawan2 jom basuh ayam dpn bilik say"
i thought she meant "saya" and i thought cm ne la die basuh dpn blik die?
so i went up to the 4th floor
turns out she meant the open area in front of SAY's room
aisho...x bace msg btul2 dh trus delete kn ak ni...

then turunla basuh ayam...
it is no joke to wash 20 chickens okey!!
tq to farah,akmali,atul,nisa,wani,qiqi and ramai lagi yg tolong!

so by 6 pm,i finished my part of our protein lab report, which apparently is due friday, but hadn't even touched my enzyme lab report due the very next day...
went to KOS with the usually gang
the guys were already there bbqing the chicken
so the girls were cutting the fruits, setting the table etc..

by 8.30, the food was ready (the bbqing was stil goin on at the back)
the guests had arrived
tp mcnye pulak smpi lambat..kui3

overall i was happy with the teamwork showed by the people from our batch and also some seniors who came early and helped us prepare the food...

TETAPI i was kinda sad when que said that there were people who were complaining about the food la, this la, that la...
sedey seyh... ='[

but i guess at every occasion there will be those people la kn..

anyway,i want to thank like everyone especially:
tq kak fat & kak sha for the Chocolate Indulgence from Secret
tq que jd pm yg reliable
tq smua committee yg bg full cooperation
tq eah poji jd mc last minute
tq zul bace doa bukak majlis
tq faais bg tazkirah (hehe ni mmg kena paksa 5 minute b4 the opening remarks by the mc)
tq mus,as he was not only the chef of the night, he also played the guitar
tq zack who helped in entertaining the crowd
tq zick and jeme for singing that night even on such short notice(tgh hari tu br mintak tlg diorang) especially to jeme for his debut performance
sedap tu suare korang.
kekeke
laen kali bole carik korang lagi =p

wow there's like a ton of people i haven't thanked yet...
i would have to go on and on ad on and on...

so this is to everyone:

THANK YOU!!!!!!!

to those that i didn't mention their names here, i did not forget your help and InsyaAllah i never will

p/s: to zick, tq for performing tp berani kamu letak gambo group kitorang sikit gile dlm video tu. AUM!!

regrets

2009-02-10T16:23:00.005+08:00

people usually blog when they're angry
to let off some steam

but i don't blog when i'm angry
y?
i tend to cool down pretty fast
so i forget y i was angry in the first place
or i just don't want to write things that i will regret later..

i can never forget regrets
even if it was a practical joke i played when i was 10
something i said intentionally at that time to be sarcastic
or even the exam i didn't study hard enough for

sometimes it something i say unintentionally
or it came out wrong bcoz i used the wrong word, the wrong intonation..
i only realize my mistake when someone tegurs me..

this feeling of regret
it's a nagging feeling where your heart is suppose to be

i can't make it stop
i can't pretend i'm happy

when will it stop...

just the two of us

2009-02-08T16:10:00.007+08:00

on tuesday, qiqi & i had class up to 6 something (protein lab) and we had our IAB meeting that night so we didn't eat dinner right after class (kejar asar)

i think it was during lab that we decided to have secret recipe
(this is all thanks to arni who mentioned secret's cake to us during class)

so at 7.40 we left for secret recipe.
qiqi had the White Chocolate Macadamia

i had the Vienna Brownie

once we were done, we went to taj point plak
we took sooo long deciding what roti we wanted
in the end

"mee goreng mamak 2"

tetibe, dib msged me
"mun ko dh pg meeting ke?"

"qi, dib msg.nk jawab pe?"

in the end we decided to reply
"x,kuar awal.release tension.ni dkt 7E"

which wasn't a lie
we did go out to bcoz we were stressed out and taj was next door to 7E so dekat la tu

dib and sihin didn't know we went out bcoz dib bought her dinner from the cafe right after class and sihin doesn't eat (diet kot...ye ke kak in?hehehe)

but actually,we forgot about our 2 frens...gomenne!!!

then qiqi said
"x pe la.lame dh kite x kuar berdua"

at 8.45,qiqi pn mengelabah coz she was taking her own sweet time when our meeting started at 9.
she cleaned up her plate in a couple of minutes and we headed to 7E next door
there we bought those new rm1 slurpees(nyum!)

then we rushed back to uia and picked adah up who kept calling me

adah : korang kt ne?
newah : on da way
adah : ak tunggu ka luar ni,takut
newah : la kitorang kt jln blakang ni
adah : la ye ke?ak masuk dulu.nnt miscall ak

a few minute later

adah : korang kt ni? (nada cm nk marah)
newah : kt roundabout mahallah
adah : oh ye ke?hahahah ok

we were rushing for the meeting bcoz faais(our head) said that he didn't like tardiness
at 9.05...*jang*jang* faais wasn't there..
only kak nur(asst head) and the girls were there

"mane faais kak?"
"tak tau la.biasenya over punctual"

so we decided to wait at the girls setion of the musolla

qiqi(kot):mane faais ni?kate punctual? (astaghfirullah al-azim,ngumpat dlm musolla)
adah: ak nk msg die la
newah: msg la.tanya die bukan ke die x suke org x punctual
(gelak2)

adah's msg "punctual punctual punctual"
at 9.10 "msg sent"
faais appeared at the exact same moment

(hohohohohoho)

during the meeting he stressed that
"kite mulakan meeting kite ni yang sepatutnya bermula pada pkul 9.15"

la.. miscommunication rupenya
kah2

moral of the story:
1)qiqi n newah makan byk
(kitorang dh officially mule diet hari ni demi wallet yg makin mengurus & badan yg makin menigkat )
2)jgn mengumpat orang,lebey2 lagi dlm musolla

monday(2/2/09)

2009-02-03T00:48:00.002+08:00

okey according to my previous post,2day should ave been tiring as hell
and it was

but thankfully the enzyme quiz was postponed(i did kinda study for it by the way)
but sadly our lecturer wants to have it this week jugak...

the IAB meeting was also postponed
(apparently faais was not feeling well even though i got the fwded msg from kak nur when faais was sitting just 4 seats to my right)

but i managed to finish my part of the RKUD group assignment(yippee!!)

i literally had to force my darling frens who gathered in my room to discuss the assignment, to leave just now as i AM really sleepy (miss ant was the last to leave)

ave to go meet dr jasni(ke jesni?) early 2moro morning regarding the IAB programme...

so oyasuminasai...Zzzzz

this week in my life

2009-02-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

ok so this week this is my schedule la kn

monday- classes: 8.30-10.30,11-1,2-5,5-6.30
plus there might me a quiz for enzyme(11-1)
night,meeting(IAB) at 9.15

tuesday-classes: 10.30-12.30,2-5
not so busy but we'll be finishing our RKUD group assignment

wednesday- classes: 8.30-10.30,2-5,5-6.30
hand in RKUD assignment

thursday- class: 8.30-10.30
only one class but there's gonna be a quiz

friday- classes: 8.30-10.00,10-12,3-5
hand in halal&haram individual assignment
hand in enzyme and protein lab reports

this doesn't include the last minute replacements classes and quiz/assignments which we are usually told about on that particular day...

so far,i'm not ready for this week yet
just finished watching hello!miss...

aaahh eottoke hajyo??

p/s: my title tu ala2 hari ini dlm sejarah ye buat yg tidak perasan

bald

2009-01-30T21:59:00.003+08:00

my sayang dh cukur!

my poor darling isn't feeling too well...she's kinda yellow :"(

missing u

my bro's fren's son, Amar.kawaii!!!

and the award goes to...

2009-01-29T17:49:00.002+08:00

*jang3*
obviously not me

we had to act in parenting class(yes in uia we have to take parenting classes)

i was the faithful husband,
tubby the adulterous wife,
akmal@along the other man
arni & maya the kids that i weren't sure were mine
cik bah the judge
sihin & mir narrators
adah the director

hehehe
it was fun
except for the part that i couldn't stop laughing la (it's how i deal with my stage fright)
huhuhu

i would give the award to syafiq rahim
bcoz he did really well playing syafiqah
kah3

Siti Nabeehah bt Mohd Abdul Rasheed

2009-01-26T14:50:00.005+08:00

qiqi said "smua baby nampak same kan?"
i might have said yes just 2 weeks before.
i could never understand how people could look at newborn babies and say "she looks just like her mummy"
But Nabeehah changed everything...
i can even recognize her cry...

on thursday
she was admitted due to jaundice...
they said she'd have to be in until saturday...
but she ended up staying until sunday...
the wait for her to come home was excruciating
so i canceled my plans to go out with vdad,tim and naim just so i could be home when she came back
and it was worth it
having her at home...
aaaa~
happiness...
what more can i say?

HUGE

2009-01-24T13:45:00.001+08:00

kema's house is HUGE!!
best part is obviously the pool!!!
oh and the japanese fish(*tickle*tickle*)
i couldn't even last like 5 seconds at 1st.
as soon as my leg went in,i would burst out laughing.
but that night,i could sooo take it
i did better than azim
hahahaha
qiqi even a has video of azim trying to control himself
seriously hilarious
kah3
kak in and cik bah...u guys should've been there
next time InsyaAllah
i wanted to upload the pic with my hand in the pond but later la..
sikalang malas...

another 1st

2009-01-20T09:38:00.008+08:00

tubby just msged me.
"Ak dh tag ko.sile bukak blog ak utk copy soklan"

and this is how i got tagged for the 1st time.
here goes

What is your name?
Moon~
How old are you?
21
What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?
hand phone(who can live without this??), laptop and my mp4 i guess..
Are you amazing?
amazingly unstable(mentally) maybe
What is the brand of the phone you are using?
samsung
What color is your phone?
one is silver the other is black
Have you slept in school before?
slept overnight?once in form 5.kem muhibah. sleeping in class,i ave 5 years of experience at least(only in high school la)
How long are you online in a day?
now dat i ave a modem,whenever i feel like it
How would you describe yourself?
physically or my character? klo character, unpredictable? but i think i'm nice.shy.dats for sure.(to my classmates,well i see u people everyday.x shy sgt la)
What's your favourite topics to talk about?
entertainment, gossip(Ya Allah) and at the moment, my niece
Which teacher do you like?
too many la. pn nafsiah(standard 4),and puan lily(standard 5), pn sharifah(standard 4-form 5),pn roselin(form 5),madam rina (matric.she's the reason i decided on biotech)...
Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
curik ayat qiqi, smua hansem!seeing them everyday,the handsome ones look average,the average ones have their own charm
Who are you currently aiming on?
aiming? i don't own a gun (haha lame,i know)
Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret?
yes...secrets dat even they don't know i know
How do you rate your siblings?
hurmm...full marks...no matter how much we quarrel...
Are your siblings gorgeous?
*choking* beauty is in the eye of the beholder rite?so yes
Do you judge people?
i try not to but who doesn't la kan
Do you run?
lurrvvvee running.stress reliever not to mention fat burner.kah3
Are you lazy to tag people?
a bit
Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
my parents..among my frens,it's u la tubby!
What is 2 + 2?
2 couples
Who is your idol?
same as every muslim out there, the Prophet SAW.followed by my dad and mom.
Are you a monster?
cookie monster!hehe...seriously, there's a monster in all of us...
Do you play with Barbie dolls?
nope.never owned one b4.but i really liked Polly Pockets!!!
What was the last movie you watched?
at the cinema?Bedtime Stories. in my room,not sure,too many..
What do you think of your English?
Above average?hahaha!but it's deteriorating...and my spelling is seriously bad. and to tubby,ur english is damm good okey?u pronounce every word like perfectly and ur grammar and ur spelling!haish...u can speak without even putting in much effort.me?i fumble with my words...
What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
pretty good for a non-malay.but i get teased when i don't know the slang words...
Who do you hate?
the zionist killing the muslims (sincha shiro!)
Do you love yourself?
on my good days.haha.u ave to love urself 1st to be able to love others..
Blurt out 5 random words
gotta get ready for class
People I Tag
wani semut!cik bah!!and....kema!!

i'm going to be late for class...smua slah ko qi..hohoh

azwani jaini

2009-01-19T16:45:00.000+08:00

also known as wani jaini, wani srwk, wani semut, wani hani.
this girl might not seem very friendly at 1st.
even intimidating actually.
but once u get to know her, it's hard to even stay mad at her
and her mad laugh.

i remember the 1st time i had a high temperature in kuantan.
i was really sick.
u know how when ur sick ur body is boiling up but u feel cold?
yeah i was wearing my sweater with the hoodie on and socks and all.
repeat.
i was really sick.
i didn't even go to class

and then this friend comes up to my room,takes one look at me and burst out laughing.
seriously non-stop
but somehow,she cheered me up.
by the end of her visit, i actually felt a little better
so much so a few days later when the fever was back,i asked her to visit me(i think it was the fever.it affected my brains)

wani is a true friend who would stand by ur side no matter what happens.
and at the same time,she puts u in ur place and tells things as they are

thank you for being my friend,friend.

happy 22nd birthday.

now your old enough to get married.
but are you matured enough?
i don't think any of us will ever be mature enough
:P kah3
lurrrveee u lots!

taken during our last visit to tc.the one where we were attacked and surrounded by a bunch of monkeys. dats the reason wani is smiling so happily.heheh

my darling

2009-01-19T15:45:00.003+08:00

it's official
i'm totally head over heels in love
with...

the apple of my eye is exactly 1 day old

my darling niece

born on the 17th of January 2009
at 4.29 pm
weighing 2.58 kg
cute huh?
i've always loved kids but i didn't have a baby bro or sis to play with
so i've actually been waiting for this day since my bro's wedding was fixed..

my mum called me at 2.30am that morning and told me
"kak wieda's water broke so we're at sjmc now"

i was like
"she's having the baby today??ok after subuh i'll go look for ticket to come home"

then until 4.30 am i couldn't even sleep.
when i did finally sleep, i got up every 1 hour to make sure i didn't miss any calls from my mom.
but after that i thought, "hurm i have to be back in kuantan 2moro and thursday i'm going back to sj again.should i go back?"

thankfully i was really excited and i msged qiqi at 2.30 am
"qi, kak wieda's h2o broke.pg teman ak cari tiket ek"

so at 7 something when qiqi asked me what time i wanted to go,i immediately started getting ready.
got on the 9 am bus and reached kl around 1 pm.
and by 3.30pm, i was with my mum pacing outside the delivery suite...
when we got the news,i literally had tears in my eyes (i was that happy!!!)
some people wanted to know if it was a boy or a girl
others were wondering if she was going to be fair like the mom or dark like the dad
i didn't care whether it was a boy or girl,as long as i had a healthy anak buah
but i was curious la if she had my sis-in-law's penyet nose hehehe...
it looks like she doesn't :p

when qiqi and adah picked me up 2day,they kept asking me how kak wieda was during the delivery.
so i told them what i heard.
and the next thing i know,they're both going aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
(the rest of the conversation will not be published to maintain qiqi and adah's water face)

well,all i can say now is....
i am realy realy really really happy...
Alhamdullilah..
tq kak wieda for giving birth to my cute niece
the 1st grandchild for my parents as well as kak wieda's parents
and my grandma's 1st cicit...

LOVE!!

the proud parents

the kite runner and a 1000 splendid suns

2009-01-16T13:08:00.000+08:00

Last year when I was hanging out at MPH with Aily and Cik Wan, Aily pointed out The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini and said

"Buku ni best gile! sedih gile. you have to read it. I have it at home. Nanti I kasi"

But i didn't get a chance to borrow the book from her.
instead i told kema and wani semut about it. they bought it and read it.
even qiqi read it before me.

anyway, finally last week i got my hands on that book(courtesy of wani).
i was seriously disturbed after reading that book.
its no wonder the non-muslims have such a distorted view of Islam.
its because of so called Muslims (like the characters in the book) who don't practice it correctly.
there's a part where the young son comes home and finds the dad drinking alcohol.
when he told his dad that the mullah(ustaz rasenya) said that drinking is haram,the dad did not only ridicule the mullah but also said that God is too busy with so many things to punish him just for drinking and eating pork.

WHAT THE HELL???!!

if even a muslim thinks like this,...
seriously i'm speechless.
more like pissed off of my brains actually.

qiqi said she couldn't put the book down.
but i had the put the book down many many times.
i had to vent out my frustration.
which is usually done with exercising but since i'm too freaking lazy to visit the gym, i just did light exercise and warm ups in my compartment.aggressively i might add.(venting out anger should not be done calmly)
so it took me a little longer to finish this book
i think i took almost a day and a half.

once i was done, i told wani i didn't want to borrow a 1000 splendid suns(by the same author) just yet.
i had to revise last weeks topics(which i still haven't done by the way).

but then 2 days ago i asked wani to bring the book to class so i could read it between classes.
she didn't bring it to class
she brought it to my room.
~haih~
me and books...
deadly.
i can't stop myself

yesterday i read the book.
well this book i couldn't put down.

the 2nd books version of Islam is as twisted as the 1st one's.
the man tells his wife to wear the burqa but he doesn't even fast(i don't think he knows the rukun iman)
but the difference between this book and the 1st is that this one highlighted the suffering of women who were, who are being bullied by men in the name of Islam.
again.

WHAT THE HELL???!!

Islam is a religion that protects women.

qiqi and kema both said they preferred the kite runner.
kema thinks that people like this book better because of the lovey portion of the book.

i don't think so though.
the love portion of the book = portion me likey the least (this is on purpose okey~)
i liked this book coz it showed these 2 women trying their hardest to survive a world where men made the rules to suit them.
if a man abuses his wife, its his right.
but if a women tries to get away from him by running away, she gets put in jail.
a man can do as he likes,but as soon he doubts his wife, he can complain to the police and the wife is immediately arrested.
and women are called the weaker sex.
come on people.
say it with me now.

WHAT THE HELL???!!

even so, i totally hated how they treated the harami issue like it wasn't a big deal
(i'm not going to elaborate and spoil it for those who havent read it yet)
well the conclusion is, read the books.
the kite runner and a thousand splendid suns.
preferably in that order.
~buh-bye

our weirdness

2009-01-14T11:03:00.001+08:00

after BGE,which thankfully ended after 1 hour + instead of 2,i was hanging out at the RC while qiqi was looking for br.Mazwan(the technician) i was yming with kak wieda when who do i see signing in but <gasp> wani jaini@wani sarawak@wani semut.
so this is how our conversation went

wani srwak: [ding]
blue_girl_4eva: cis
wani srwak: [ding]
blue_girl_4eva: skali lg cis
wani srwak: [dong]
wani srwak: [bell]
blue_girl_4eva: pussy's in the well
blue_girl_4eva: who put her in
blue_girl_4eva: little wani jaini
wani srwak: mun!!!
wani srwak: eh
wani srwak: a'ah
blue_girl_4eva: ko yg ltk kn
blue_girl_4eva: nk ftnah ak plak
wani srwak: kenape aku macam dengar suare ko
wani srwak: ajaib btol laptop aku nih
wani srwak: chat bleh dengar suare
wani srwak: haahahahahahaha
blue_girl_4eva: ad voice recognition la tu
blue_girl_4eva: suare ak plak kn
wani srwak: my lovely 3 yrs old laptop
blue_girl_4eva: kah3
wani srwak: :o {surprise}
blue_girl_4eva: heheh
wani srwak: ajaib2...
blue_girl_4eva: ak punye lg tua
wani srwak: suare dah hilang
blue_girl_4eva: tp ak dgr ko gelak
blue_girl_4eva: gelakkn yg pelik bunyinya
wani srwak: recognition suarelh tu..
wani srwak: haha
wani srwak: tu suare laptop ko
wani srwak: bukan aku
wani srwak: :)) {laughing}
blue_girl_4eva: (:l {tired}
wani srwak: :)) {laughing}
blue_girl_4eva: kjap lg smua yg kite bicang ni ak nk masukkn kt blog ku
blue_girl_4eva: kah3
blue_girl_4eva: =)) {rolling on the floor}
wani srwak: cis!!!

let me explian a few things :

1)the reason i decided to blog this conversation.

everyone thinks wani is serious,quiet and sane.well i just wanted to show everyone,not every cover correctly describes the content of the book.in wani's case,it's almost the opposite.kah3.that being the exact reason we get along so well.kan wani? =p

2)the [ding] and [dong] and [bell] wani typed at start.

she can't buzz! people so she did it manually

3)throughtout our conversation,we were sitting right next to each other.

so y were we yming then?please refer to the tittle of this entry.

one of our moments @ m.i.n.o.r.i raya 08

cold

2009-01-14T07:34:00.000+08:00

well it 7:34 am
class is at 8.30
been up since like 6.30
but its freezing!!!
seriously the water is cold!
haih..times like this i really don't mind staying in a rented house
the privileges of having a heater...
i might sound spoilt
but b4 u judge me, i've been an asthmatic patient for as long as i can remember
my attacks are not triggered by sports like some people
(the exact opposite actually,i jog to get rid of my minor attacks)
but bathing in cold water does
it starts with a sneeze,then the nose(i HATE this part,its either totally blocked or running nonstop) and then it's a full attack...
~sign~
2 more years
when i do my masters InsyaAllah i want to be able to take LONG, HOT baths at least 3 times daily...
tu je la...

this is how foggy it gets..view from my window..mcm kt luar negara je kn?kui3

memenatkan

2009-01-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

penatnya simpan blog..
huhuhu
baru entry ke-3
ish3 ak ni...

hoshii...

2009-01-13T12:50:00.001+08:00

it means i want in japanese...
i wanted to say it in hangul...
i think it's shippoyo
but i'm not sure

so here are the things i want:

1) i want to be tallER...

i can't be TALL but i want to be tallER than i am now..i'm freaking short...matric and now,i'm actually the oldest amongst my rum8s (by a whole month at least),but the shortest... tata(my x-rum8) used to call me tetot (a cuter version of ketot = shorty)...

2)i want to learn Arabic

i studied arabic since primary 1 till form 3...primary 1 till 6 just memorized the vocabs( i wasn't so bad at it,pretty good actually hah3) but from form 1 to 3, the grammar part...lets just say i didn't want to study Arab at the time due to many factors which i'm too darn lazy to mention here,so i just memorized stuff i was told to blindly without understanding the application.yeah,i know.dumb.but i was young(ceh mcm la dh tua sgat).hey at least now i've come to my senses la kan.

3)i want to learn hangul

thanks to jat2 nawuto for introducing EHB(suju) to me.now i'm hooked.i've kinda memorized the characters...and learning the vocab really slowly but i want to learn officially as well..

4)i want to learn nihongo

addicted to animes and j-drama since i was 13 i guess.i can catch certain words la but waayy to lazy to study to read and write just yet...

5)i want to learn tamil

just to read and write since i can understand already(there's no need to be so surprised.i am indian after all)

6)i want to learn mandarin

qiqi's influence.

7)i want to learn to swim

safety reasons

8)i want to make DL

the most important one. caiyok2!!

well i started this entry with the intention of just writing no 1 but in the end...

the 1st entry

2009-01-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

i never thought i'd be one to have a blog.
i don't even keep diaries for crying out loud. i just find them too weird, u know.
i'm pretty emotional so i tend to write stuff especially when i'm pissed or sad
(the only times i'd attempted to keep a diary).
but when i read my 'diary' later,i just found it hilarious and silly.
so i threw it out.
well actually just tore out the pages and used the book for other purposes.
anyway, this is exactly why i don't like sharing my thoughts with people i know...
i can't erase the things i regret telling them from their memory can i?
(well not yet anyway bwahaha)
so i decided to write my feelings on the internet and publish it for everyone to read.
ironic?
i guess so..
but it just feels good to let it out...
what the hell la rite...
i'm bored...
anywayz, i was feeling kinda down and thus decided to start my own blog but now i'm just pissed since all the names i wanted for my blog were taken..
AUM!angry...
but i think its for the best...
i hope...
well this entry is getting kinda long.
i haven't even explained y i was so down in the 1st place.
well a reason to come back 2moro.
then again,i'm just going to forget and not bother...
bye2~

just how i feel rite now...